{"id":835,"date":"2013-04-20T02:32:06","date_gmt":"2013-04-20T00:32:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/?page_id=835"},"modified":"2013-05-03T02:21:26","modified_gmt":"2013-05-03T00:21:26","slug":"18-fireships","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/teksty\/teksty-oryginalne\/teksty-ph-solo\/18-fireships\/","title":{"rendered":"18. Fireships"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a name=\"1\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>I Will Find You<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Trapped like a rabbit by the future glare,<br \/>\nonrushing headlights that blind you,<br \/>\na frightened runaway,<br \/>\nat least you know I care,<br \/>\nI will seek, I will search, I will find you.<\/p>\n<p>We are written in the star-crossed sky,<br \/>\nthe spirit music reminds you&#8230;<br \/>\nyou can run and hide, but surely by and by<br \/>\nI will seek, I will search, I will find you.<\/p>\n<p>Far away, in another life<br \/>\nyou say you&#8217;re going to find your freedom&#8230;<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t run away to another life.<\/p>\n<p>Don&#8217;t be afraid, there&#8217;s no dark unknown,<br \/>\nno shadow stalking behind you;<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t be afraid,<br \/>\nwhen you&#8217;re lost and most alone<br \/>\nI will seek, I will search, I will find you.<\/p>\n<p>Far away, in another life,<br \/>\nthings might not be so very different&#8230;<br \/>\ndon&#8217;t run away to another life.<\/p>\n<p>Trapped like a rabbit by the future glare,<br \/>\nonrushing headlights that blind you,<br \/>\na frightened runaway,<br \/>\nat least you know I care,<br \/>\nI will seek, I will search, I will find you.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"2\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Curtains<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Well, Tommy woke that morning<br \/>\nwith a headfull of rocks<br \/>\nand Sylvia was in shock.<br \/>\nThe story they&#8217;d been faking<br \/>\nhad frozen on their lips<br \/>\nand fallen through the brush of fingertips<br \/>\nand though they packed their bags,<br \/>\nready for the road,<br \/>\nthe curtains and the bedroom door<br \/>\nstayed closed.<br \/>\nFor Sylvia and Tommy this is a curtain call<br \/>\nthey&#8217;ve been running away for years<br \/>\nbut pride in flight<br \/>\nprecedes a certain fall.<\/p>\n<p>So Tommy rubs his stubble<br \/>\nas if to check his face is there<br \/>\nand Sylvia combs her hair<br \/>\njust like nothing really happened&#8230;<br \/>\nthey&#8217;ll carry on as before<br \/>\nbut this thing won&#8217;t work, will it, any more.<br \/>\nAnd though the bags are packed<br \/>\nready for the road<br \/>\nthe curtains and the bedroom door<br \/>\nstay closed.<br \/>\nFor Sylvia and Tommy<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s nowhere left to hide:<br \/>\nthey&#8217;ve been running for years<br \/>\nto find some kind of thrill<br \/>\nto take away the emptiness<br \/>\nthat they both feel inside.<\/p>\n<p>Making the fictional<br \/>\nout of the matter of fact;<br \/>\nmasquerade the picture<br \/>\nbut now the frame&#8217;s all cracked.<\/p>\n<p>For Sylvia and Tommy<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s nothing left to try:<br \/>\nthey&#8217;ve been running for years<br \/>\nto find some kind of life<br \/>\nthat offers an excitement<br \/>\nthat the rest of us pass by.<\/p>\n<p>So Tommy woke that morning<br \/>\nwith a headfull of rocks<br \/>\nand Sylvia was in shock.<br \/>\nThis story they&#8217;d been faking<br \/>\nwas frozen on their lips<br \/>\nand falling through the brush of fingertips<br \/>\nand though the bags are packed<br \/>\nready for the road<br \/>\nthe curtains and the bedroom door<br \/>\nstay closed.<\/p>\n<p>For Sylvia and Tommy<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s nowhere left to go:<br \/>\nthey&#8217;ve been running away so long<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s just no strength to carry on<br \/>\nthey can&#8217;t get back to what they knew<br \/>\na life abandoned once and long ago.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"3\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>His Best Girl<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Foot down in the GTi Cabriolet<br \/>\nto the villa in the South of France for vacation&#8230;.<br \/>\nKeep your head down, baby,<br \/>\nkeep your hair in golden curls<br \/>\nand you will always be his,<br \/>\nand you will always be his best girl.<\/p>\n<p>Fast forward on the handycam video;<br \/>\ntop that tan up, glowing U\/V on the sunbed;<br \/>\nat the health farm you&#8217;ll be<br \/>\nguarding his investment well.<\/p>\n<p>Keep your head down, baby,<br \/>\nkeep your wits about you now&#8230;<br \/>\nand you will always be his,<br \/>\nand you will always be his best girl.<\/p>\n<p>Beads and bangles, it&#8217;s too late<br \/>\nto claim your independence now:<br \/>\nyour rings and baubles are<br \/>\nthe marks of his possession.<br \/>\nKeep your head down, baby,<br \/>\nkeep your counsel to yourself.<br \/>\nKeep your hair on, baby,<br \/>\nkeep your wits about you now<br \/>\nand you will always be his&#8230;<br \/>\nbut will you always be his best girl?<\/p>\n<p>Foot down in the GTi Cabriolet,<br \/>\nhis new friend&#8217;s young enough<br \/>\nto be your daughter&#8230;<br \/>\nFoot down in the GTi Cabriolet.<\/p>\n<p>And you will always be his,<br \/>\nbut will you always be his best girl?<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"4\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Oasis<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Beside the pool of clear water,<br \/>\nfed by a secret spring, your lips are sealed<br \/>\nbut in your body language<br \/>\nangels sing.<\/p>\n<p>I swear on the Bible,<br \/>\nswear on the sacred and profane<br \/>\nI think I&#8217;m drowning in the vortex<br \/>\nyour eyes contain.<br \/>\nYour secret face,<br \/>\nshow me your secret face.<\/p>\n<p>With stars and moonlight for shelter,<br \/>\nyour breathing close in my ear,<br \/>\nthe wind is whispering a mystery<br \/>\nfor me to hear:<br \/>\nyour secret name.<\/p>\n<p>Tell me your secret name,<br \/>\noasis in a desert world,<br \/>\ntell me your secret name.<\/p>\n<p>Let me drink from the well of secrets,<br \/>\npluck the fruit from the tree<br \/>\nand feel your secret world envelop me.<\/p>\n<p>Your secret face,<br \/>\nshow me your secret face.<\/p>\n<p>Show me your secret face,<br \/>\nnaked as the sun,<br \/>\nsilent as the stars,<br \/>\nsecret oasis in a desert world.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"5\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Incomplete Surrender<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Sweetheart, I want to hold back nothing<br \/>\nsweetheart, I want to give my all.<\/p>\n<p>Roll on the feminine side,<br \/>\nthe lion lies down with the lamb.<br \/>\nBeneath the male surface,<br \/>\nthe chaos merchant, we&#8217;re all half-human:<br \/>\nunderstand only love&#8217;s not blind,<br \/>\nonly love surrenders up the heart.<\/p>\n<p>The woman&#8217;s heavy with the future,<br \/>\nwith intuition unalloyed;<br \/>\nbehind the smirk of the macho man<br \/>\nis the quivering lip of the little boy.<br \/>\nPut it all in place, I can almost taste it,<br \/>\nso I surrender up my heart.<\/p>\n<p>I want nothing more than to be<br \/>\none for once, to feel you one with me;<br \/>\nno finer mystery, no mystery when we start<br \/>\nto surrender up our hearts.<\/p>\n<p>Sweetheart,<br \/>\nI want nothing more than to be<br \/>\none for once, to feel you one with me;<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s no mystery, no mystery when we start<br \/>\nto surrender up our hearts.<\/p>\n<p>Where&#8217;s the bridge to take us<br \/>\nacross the sexual divide?<br \/>\nWhat arc of heaven makes us complete,<br \/>\nmakes the planets clash and the stars collide?<br \/>\nWith emotions bare we were both alive<br \/>\nfor a second there<br \/>\nand we both surrendered up our hearts.<\/p>\n<p>Sweetheart, I want to hold back nothing,<br \/>\nsweetheart, I want to give my all.<\/p>\n<p>And we both surrendered,<br \/>\nincomplete surrender&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"6\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Fireships<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s a smokescreen on the horizon,<br \/>\nfireships under sail tonight&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s the Armada of Souls,<br \/>\nhere&#8217;s the flotilla from God knows where;<br \/>\nfrom gopher-wood to the last of the ironclads<br \/>\nin common concert they send up the flares.<br \/>\nWhile we turn and turn around<br \/>\nthe rocket hits the roof&#8230;<br \/>\nwe never think that we&#8217;ll get burned,<br \/>\nwe&#8217;re fireproof,<br \/>\nwe think we&#8217;re fireproof.<\/p>\n<p>Keep a stiff upper lip, the band play on<br \/>\nthrough the raising of the toast;<br \/>\nthe captain&#8217;s steady at attention on the bridge;<br \/>\nit&#8217;s surface matters<br \/>\nthat appear to matter most.<br \/>\nWe watch the galleons run aground,<br \/>\nstill we stand aloof;<br \/>\nwe never think that we&#8217;ll get burned,<br \/>\nwe think we&#8217;re fireproof.<\/p>\n<p>We think we&#8217;re fireproof,<br \/>\nwe never think that we&#8217;ll get burned;<br \/>\nWe sail on fireships,<br \/>\nwe never think, so we&#8217;ll get burned.<\/p>\n<p>Straight for the eye of the hurricane,<br \/>\ndown to the last eye tooth<br \/>\nwe never think that we&#8217;ll get burned,<br \/>\nwe think we&#8217;re fireproof.<\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s the Armada of light,<br \/>\nhere&#8217;s the flotilla, for heaven&#8217;s sake&#8230;.<br \/>\nWe&#8217;re sailing under a flag of convenience,<br \/>\ncasting our messages in bottles in our wake.<br \/>\nSo we turn and turn around<br \/>\nthe rocket hits the roof&#8230;<br \/>\nwe never think that we&#8217;ll get burned,<br \/>\nwe think we&#8217;re fireproof.<\/p>\n<p>We never think that we&#8217;ll get burned,<br \/>\nwe think we&#8217;re fireproof.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"7\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Given Time<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s no time for dull regrets,<br \/>\nno-one underwrites your debts.<br \/>\nNo satisfaction guaranteed,<br \/>\nbut this much I believe<br \/>\nwe make the lives we lead.<\/p>\n<p>Best foot forward, face the day<br \/>\nas the moment slips away<br \/>\nlike a whisper on the wind;<br \/>\nthe tide turns as it breaks&#8230;.<br \/>\nGiven time<br \/>\nwe lead the lives we make.<\/p>\n<p>The curve that we trace in time<br \/>\na shape of our own design.<\/p>\n<p>Say it&#8217;s over when it&#8217;s done<br \/>\ndid you learn to touch someone?<br \/>\nLong ago and far away,<br \/>\nvoices linger on&#8230;<br \/>\nlong ago, just yesterday,<br \/>\ncaught in the clay of material need.<br \/>\nGiven time<br \/>\nwe make the lives we lead.<\/p>\n<p>Given time<br \/>\nwe make the lives we leave.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"8\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Reprise<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>We think we&#8217;re fireproof,<br \/>\nwe never think that we&#8217;ll get burned;<br \/>\nwe think we&#8217;re fireproof,<br \/>\nwe never think, so we&#8217;ll get burned;<br \/>\nwe think we&#8217;re fireproof.<\/p>\n<p>Reprieve,<br \/>\nreprise.<\/p>\n<p>If he got to do it all again<br \/>\nwould he do it over and over?<br \/>\nIn reprise, reprieve?<\/p>\n<p>But will she always be his?<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"9\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p><strong>Gaia<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Butterflies on the wheel<br \/>\nof a world that turns unyieldingly&#8230;<br \/>\nevery fragile beating wing<br \/>\nmoves the motor of the thing,<br \/>\noh, Gaia!<\/p>\n<p>Butterflies stir a breeze<br \/>\nand the ripples flow unceasingly:<br \/>\nfar away the cyclones swirl.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s a whole, connected world.<br \/>\nOh, Gaia!<\/p>\n<p>Wipe those tears from your tired eyes:<br \/>\nevery breath you take a sacred sigh.<\/p>\n<p>Butterflies on the wheel<br \/>\nmaking order out of chaos<br \/>\nand each ripple in the air<br \/>\nturns the motor everywhere.<\/p>\n<p>Cry those tears, then dry those tired eyes:<br \/>\nevery breath you take keeps you alive.<\/p>\n<p>Butterflies as we are<br \/>\nfreeze in flight beneath the starry sky<br \/>\nbut the ghosts fly on and on&#8230;<br \/>\nin this sense we all belong,<br \/>\noh, Gaia!<\/p>\n<p>And the sum of all the parts<br \/>\nis the all-forgiving heart<br \/>\nof Gaia.<\/p>\n<p>Oh, Gaia!<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"#1\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/do-g\u00f3ry.png\" alt=\"Przewi\u0144 stron\u0119 do g\u00f3ry\" width=\"127\" height=\"51\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-1372\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I Will Find You Trapped like a rabbit by the future glare, onrushing headlights that blind you, a frightened runaway, at least you know I care, I will seek, I will search, I will 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