{"id":826,"date":"2013-04-20T01:48:42","date_gmt":"2013-04-19T23:48:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/?page_id=826"},"modified":"2013-05-03T02:18:50","modified_gmt":"2013-05-03T00:18:50","slug":"16-out-of-water","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/teksty\/teksty-oryginalne\/teksty-ph-solo\/16-out-of-water\/","title":{"rendered":"16. Out Of Water"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a name=\"1\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>Evidently Goldfish<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Check the honesty of what&#8217;s on offer,<br \/>\ntrue detective or a fake fakir?<br \/>\nAll the evidence is circumstantial &#8211;<br \/>\nas mud the evidence is clear.<br \/>\nParanormal the investigation &#8211;<br \/>\nwhere do things go when they disappear?<br \/>\nAll the evidence has been trumped up&#8230;<br \/>\nas mud the evidence is clear,<br \/>\nI think we&#8217;re on to something here,<br \/>\nI think we&#8217;re into something,<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know but maybe we&#8217;re all goldfish<br \/>\nin the mental sphere.<\/p>\n<p>Evidently goldfish,<br \/>\nnever questioning environment<br \/>\nself-evidently goldfish,<br \/>\nwe swim in circular<br \/>\nexperience.<\/p>\n<p>Church of logical deliberation,<br \/>\nschool of accidental wheels in gear,<br \/>\nsurface knowledge is a serious matter,<br \/>\na little consciousness is dangerous, dear;<br \/>\nall the evidence must be summed up &#8211;<br \/>\nas mud the evidence is clear,<br \/>\nI think we&#8217;re into something,<br \/>\nI don&#8217;t know but maybe<br \/>\nwe&#8217;re all goldfish in the mental sphere.<\/p>\n<p>Evidently goldfish<br \/>\nnever question their environment;<br \/>\nSelf-evidently goldfish,<br \/>\nwe swim in circular experience;<br \/>\nEvidently goldfish,<br \/>\nround and round and round and round<br \/>\nwithin our consciousness<br \/>\nin the mental sphere.<\/p>\n<p>As mud the evidence is clear.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"2\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>Not the Man<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>There are so many questions,<br \/>\nthere are so many doubts &#8211;<br \/>\nthis is auto suggestion<br \/>\nyour spirit is giving out.<br \/>\nIf I offered my reasons<br \/>\nwould you give me a break?<br \/>\nNow it&#8217;s all open season,<br \/>\nno sense of give and take.<\/p>\n<p>You see I&#8217;m not the man I was&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>But if I&#8217;m not the man<br \/>\nthat you took me to be<br \/>\ndo I fade from your dreams,<br \/>\ndisappear from your memory?<br \/>\nLook at me:<br \/>\nif I&#8217;m not the man I was<br \/>\nthen who was he?<\/p>\n<p>There can be no returning<br \/>\nto the scene of the crime&#8230;<br \/>\nfor perfection you&#8217;re yearning &#8211;<br \/>\nsome romance, some foreign clime!<br \/>\nIs the memory explicit<br \/>\nunder strict rule of thumb?<br \/>\nIt was always implicit,<br \/>\nthis character I&#8217;ve become.<\/p>\n<p>But if I&#8217;m not the man<br \/>\nthat you took me to be<br \/>\ndo I fade from your dreams,<br \/>\ndisappear from your memory?<br \/>\nI remember it well,<br \/>\nI can guess what went wrong&#8230;<br \/>\nyou believed all those words<br \/>\nin the popular songs&#8230;<br \/>\nbut, if I&#8217;m not the man<br \/>\nthat you took me to be,<br \/>\ndid I walk in your dreams?<br \/>\nI&#8217;ve no idea who that person could be.<\/p>\n<p>Look at me:<br \/>\nIf I&#8217;m not the man I was, then who is he?<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"3\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>No Moon in the Water<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>So<br \/>\nif it&#8217;s just so then<br \/>\nwhere is it now when<br \/>\nI find the moment<br \/>\nuncertain?<\/p>\n<p>Broken water pail &#8211;<br \/>\nno moon in the water,<br \/>\ntry to hold it now.<\/p>\n<p>So<br \/>\nI want to hold on<br \/>\nreflection&#8217;s all gone,<br \/>\nno ego &#8211; so.<\/p>\n<p>Broken water pail &#8211;<br \/>\nno moon in the water,<br \/>\ntry to hold it now,<br \/>\nbroken water pail,<br \/>\nhold me in the moment,<br \/>\nno more ego now.<\/p>\n<p>I would<br \/>\ndrink the dregs of daylight,<br \/>\nbreak the bread of consciousness<br \/>\nand dream:<br \/>\ndream day for night,<br \/>\nnightfall around us,<br \/>\nwaking, dreaming,<br \/>\nawake to the dream.<\/p>\n<p>Broken water pail &#8211;<br \/>\nno moon in the water,<br \/>\ntry to hold it now,<br \/>\nhold me in the moment,<br \/>\nno more ego now,<br \/>\nno moon in the water,<br \/>\nno more ego now.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"4\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>Our Oyster<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>This one&#8217;s authentic,<br \/>\nson of a gun,<br \/>\na soundtrack from China<br \/>\nin the universal tongue&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>The world is our oyster<br \/>\nto plunder at will,<br \/>\nthough the palate is jaded<br \/>\nby all but the thrill<br \/>\nof fish out of water,<br \/>\nlife in the raw&#8230;<br \/>\nwithout understanding<br \/>\nof what life&#8217;s worth fighting for.<\/p>\n<p>Out of universal language<br \/>\nsome stuff never translates &#8211;<br \/>\nthe reports come in clusters<br \/>\nbut for words it&#8217;s too late&#8230;<br \/>\nsix o&#8217;clock entertainment,<br \/>\ntears of anguish and rage&#8230;<br \/>\nin the zoos of the media<br \/>\nthe spirit of moment is caged.<\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s only one language<br \/>\nthe whole world comprehends,<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s only one message<br \/>\nas the darkness descends&#8230;.<br \/>\nDo you still have a question<br \/>\nor do you retract?<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s a whole world of difference<br \/>\nbetween the observer and the act.<\/p>\n<p>They&#8217;re playing World Music<br \/>\nin Tiananmen Square,<br \/>\nthey&#8217;re playing World Music<br \/>\nin Tiananmen Square,<br \/>\nthe whistle of bullets in the air.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"5\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>Something about Ysabel&#8217;s Dance<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>In the new hotel, on Fiesta Night,<br \/>\nthe staff are bored;<br \/>\nDonna Ysabel dances zombie-like,<br \/>\nthe guests applaud&#8230;.<br \/>\nThe color is local, the tourists are tanned,<br \/>\nthe natives are restless<br \/>\nand everything&#8217;s second-hand.<\/p>\n<p>Places disappear, but the names<br \/>\nendure as alibis;<br \/>\nmemory&#8217;s hazy here, no-one&#8217;s really sure<br \/>\nof how time flies&#8230;.<br \/>\nWell drunk, the bass player<br \/>\ncries into his beer &#8211;<br \/>\nare Ysabel&#8217;s mother or Ysabel dancing here?<\/p>\n<p>After hours all the couriers are<br \/>\nin the bar round the corner<br \/>\nwith the drivers in a game of cards&#8230;.<br \/>\nIn bursts Ysabel,<br \/>\nher hair let loose, her limbs set free;<br \/>\non the tabletops she&#8217;s dancing to a memory &#8211;<br \/>\nconversation stops and every eye<br \/>\nis turned to see&#8230;<br \/>\nsomething about Ysabel&#8217;s dance.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s a shrinking world,<br \/>\nit&#8217;s a fun-packed cruise, a museum trip:<br \/>\nskirt the native girl, check the rabid dog,<br \/>\nrejoin the ship.<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s no Charlie Mingus,<br \/>\nhis Tijuana&#8217;s gone&#8230;<br \/>\nthis smile for the camera is all just a tourist con.<\/p>\n<p>But after hours all the couriers and drivers know<br \/>\nof a cantina where there&#8217;s every chance<br \/>\nthat she might show;<br \/>\nand maybe Ysabel<br \/>\nwill dance the dance for real again,<br \/>\nher mother&#8217;s footsteps, vice and virtue,<br \/>\nlust and love and pain.<br \/>\nThere&#8217;s something here<br \/>\nthe anthropologist dare not explain,<br \/>\nsomething about Ysabel&#8217;s dance&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"6\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>Green Fingers<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>He&#8217;ll be young forever if he keeps this up&#8230;<br \/>\nso the bedroom playboy&#8217;s never going to grow up.<br \/>\nThe heart is a secret garden<br \/>\nto which there are no short cuts.<\/p>\n<p>Only green young fingers make the garden bloom;<br \/>\nfor the serious young men now is always too soon.<br \/>\nThe heart is a secret garden,<br \/>\nthe head is a darkened room.<\/p>\n<p>Close your eyes&#8230;<br \/>\nhow does it feel to be in love?<br \/>\nMuch too difficult, you shove<br \/>\ngreen fingers into gloves.<\/p>\n<p>Get those fingers dirty &#8211;<br \/>\nnow you&#8217;re getting warm;<br \/>\nblood those hands with passion,<br \/>\nturn your face to the storm.<br \/>\nThe heart is a bed of roses,<br \/>\nthe heart is a bed of thorns.<\/p>\n<p>Bleed, green fingers, bleed.<\/p>\n<p>Some future memory stirs&#8230;<br \/>\nsomeone&#8217;s always getting burned<br \/>\nif intensity holds true.<br \/>\nIf it&#8217;s real to be in love<br \/>\nhow does it feel to be in love?<br \/>\nGreen fingers stripped of gloves.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"7\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>On the Surface<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>On the surface<br \/>\nphosphorus gleaming;<br \/>\ndeep down<br \/>\nwe carry on dreaming.<\/p>\n<p>On the surface<br \/>\ncompass and charts checked;<br \/>\ndeep down the currents run<br \/>\nin a shining vortex,<br \/>\nin a swirling vortex.<\/p>\n<p>On the surface<br \/>\noil troubled water<br \/>\nsails set the seas on fire<br \/>\nto the farthest quarter&#8230;.<br \/>\nAre we dreaming?<br \/>\nDream deep of childhood,<br \/>\ndream deep of future days &#8211;<br \/>\nit&#8217;ll all come good,<br \/>\ndeep dreaming.<\/p>\n<p>On the surface<br \/>\nhead above water<br \/>\nlegs kick the carry-on&#8230;<br \/>\n(dreaming) break the surface;<br \/>\ndreaming of long-lost childhood,<br \/>\nhoping for better days &#8211;<br \/>\nit&#8217;ll all come good,<br \/>\ndeep dreaming.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;ll all come good,<br \/>\ndeep dreaming.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;ll all come to the surface,<br \/>\nit&#8217;ll all rise to the surface,<br \/>\ndeep dreaming.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"8\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>A Way Out<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Out of joint, out of true,<br \/>\nout of love, out of the blue,<br \/>\nout of order, out of orbit, out of control,<br \/>\nout of touch, out of line,<br \/>\nout of sync and out of time,<br \/>\nout of gas, out of tread,<br \/>\nout of road.<\/p>\n<p>Out of date, out of stock,<br \/>\nout of use &#8211; out, out, damned spot!<br \/>\nYou want out, you want out of it for good.<br \/>\nOut of the running, out of the game,<br \/>\nout on your feet, clear out of range,<br \/>\nout of context, out of contact,<br \/>\nout of the woods.<\/p>\n<p>Out, out, looking for a way out,<br \/>\nno straws are left to cling to;<br \/>\nout, out, going for the fade-out&#8230;<br \/>\nbut what do you fade into?<\/p>\n<p>Out on the town, out for laughs,<br \/>\nout of service, out to grass,<br \/>\nout of mourning, out of purdah, out on bail,<br \/>\nout of kilter, out of grace,<br \/>\nout to get out of this place,<br \/>\nout of this world, out and out<br \/>\nbeyond the pale.<\/p>\n<p>Right out of character, out of sympathy,<br \/>\nso far out upon a limb<br \/>\nyou&#8217;re out of your tree&#8230;.<\/p>\n<p>Out of breath, out of tune,<br \/>\nout of your head and out of view,<br \/>\ndown and out, out for the count, or is it just for revenge?<br \/>\nOut of sight, out of mind,<br \/>\nleave it out, leave it behind<br \/>\nout of reach of all family, all friends.<\/p>\n<p>Out, out, going for the bale-out,<br \/>\nno parachute above you.<br \/>\nOut, out&#8230;you&#8217;ll not feel the fall-out.<\/p>\n<p>I wish I&#8217;d said &#8222;I love you&#8221;.<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"#1\"><img decoding=\"async\" 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