{"id":814,"date":"2013-04-19T22:55:18","date_gmt":"2013-04-19T20:55:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/?page_id=814"},"modified":"2013-05-03T02:16:30","modified_gmt":"2013-05-03T00:16:30","slug":"13-skin","status":"publish","type":"page","link":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/teksty\/teksty-oryginalne\/teksty-ph-solo\/13-skin\/","title":{"rendered":"13. Skin"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a name=\"1\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>Skin<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>There&#8217;s a shiver down the spine<br \/>\nof the body map&#8230;<br \/>\nhow come everything gets so physical?<br \/>\nWith your finger on the pulse<br \/>\nand your head in the clouds<br \/>\neverything&#8217;s so tactile<br \/>\nIn your private world,<br \/>\nIn your little world.<\/p>\n<p>CHORUS:<br \/>\nUnder the skin you search for paradise,<br \/>\nunder the skin some kind of parasite<br \/>\nremains concealed.<br \/>\nUnder the skin a true identity, a memory<br \/>\nwill soon be revealed, under the skin.<\/p>\n<p>Hit that button, no time to lose &#8211;<br \/>\neverything&#8217;s so immediate.<br \/>\nYou&#8217;d have it all right now<br \/>\nIf you got to choose<br \/>\nIn your private world,<br \/>\nsuch a tiny world.<\/p>\n<p>CHORUS<\/p>\n<p>Is something out to get you under the skin?<br \/>\nFull of the promise of paradise?<br \/>\nParadise now?<\/p>\n<p>Everything gets so physical,<br \/>\neverything&#8217;s so immediate<br \/>\nIn your private world,<br \/>\nsuch a tiny world.<\/p>\n<p>CHORUS<\/p>\n<p>Does something get to you<br \/>\nunder the skin?<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"2\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>After the Show<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>He made a bit of money,<br \/>\nthat&#8217;s something you might like to know&#8230;.<br \/>\nHe&#8217;ll be drinking in the cafe on the corner<br \/>\nafter the show.<\/p>\n<p>He&#8217;s been so many people,<br \/>\nhe wore them all like poisoned vests,<br \/>\nstill playing the soliloquy from Hamlet<br \/>\nclose to his chest.<\/p>\n<p>Where do the actors go after the show?<br \/>\nWhere do the actors go?<\/p>\n<p>He had his hour of glory,<br \/>\nthat&#8217;s something you should keep in mind&#8230;.<br \/>\nWhen he&#8217;s drinking in the cafe on the corner<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s no sense of time,<br \/>\njust waiting on for Godot,<br \/>\nconvinced he&#8217;s been here years before&#8230;<br \/>\nhe&#8217;s taken that philosophy in German<br \/>\nsquare on the jaw.<\/p>\n<p>Where do the actors go after the show?<br \/>\nWhere do the actors go?<\/p>\n<p>He made a bit of money,<br \/>\nthat&#8217;s something you might like to know;<br \/>\nhe&#8217;ll be drinking in the cafe on the corner<br \/>\nafter the show<\/p>\n<p>Where do the actors go after the show?<br \/>\nWhere do the actors go?<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"3\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>Painting by Numbers<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not that complicated,<br \/>\nno more than a clench of fist &#8211;<br \/>\nshe want to paint her heart out,<br \/>\nshe want to tell it as she sees it is.<br \/>\nAuthority condemns her,<br \/>\nthey say to paint&#8217;s a waste without a base,<br \/>\nsome bedrock of idea.<\/p>\n<p>Painting by numbers doesn&#8217;t add up,<br \/>\nPainting by numbers doesn&#8217;t add up,<br \/>\nit&#8217;s passionless bed-rest,<br \/>\nwork-body that&#8217;s headless,<br \/>\na head that&#8217;s without heart &#8211;<br \/>\npainting by numbers doesn&#8217;t add up to art.<\/p>\n<p>Her constant vows mean nothing,<br \/>\nnot content alone that sells &#8211;<br \/>\nThe Market Theory beckons,<br \/>\nno-one remembers what the story tells;<br \/>\nno-one remembers passion,<br \/>\nwe just recite the line<br \/>\nthat art is fine and fashion costly.<\/p>\n<p>Painting by numbers doesn&#8217;t add up;<br \/>\nsafety in numbers, put your hands up<br \/>\nin mute surrender&#8230;<br \/>\nthey&#8217;ll break her or bend her<br \/>\nfor the heart on her sleeve.<br \/>\nPainting by numbers all the modern world believes.<\/p>\n<p>And the whole thing falls apart<br \/>\nwhen the movement&#8217;s more important than the art;<br \/>\nwhen we&#8217;re more concerned<br \/>\nwith what&#8217;s been thought than said<br \/>\nthis is the moment when the culture&#8217;s dead.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s not that complicated,<br \/>\nit&#8217;s simple as can be:<br \/>\nshe want to paint her heart out,<br \/>\nthey want a programme for the B.B.C.<br \/>\nwhere academic critics can talk of art that&#8217;s fine<br \/>\nlike holy wine &#8211; the Blessed Intellectuals!<\/p>\n<p>Painting by numbers, safety in numbers&#8230;<br \/>\nThe poets from Venus assume that they&#8217;ve seen us &#8211;<br \/>\nthey&#8217;re quick to depart.<br \/>\nPainting by numbers doesn&#8217;t add up to art.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"4\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>Shell<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Turn a card, turn a page,<br \/>\nthe action sure to start,<br \/>\nsecond-stage reaction<br \/>\nto illogical thoughts on random lines &#8211;<br \/>\nin a Borges dream we move toward<br \/>\nthe writing of lives.<\/p>\n<p>Leave it out, leave it in,<br \/>\nno edits &#8211;<br \/>\nwith a shout, with a grin I said<br \/>\nit was a certainty that I&#8217;d arrive<br \/>\nin an Escher sketch<br \/>\nwe walk around<br \/>\nthe drawing of lines.<\/p>\n<p>The character uncertainty<br \/>\nas he contemplates his lot<br \/>\nand tries to move with urgency<br \/>\nthough he&#8217;s rooted to the spot.<\/p>\n<p>On the brink, on the edge,<br \/>\nbut lately what I think,<br \/>\nwhat I said escapes me<br \/>\nin a flash, a tiger burning bright &#8211;<br \/>\ndoes the visionary trance obscure<br \/>\nthe burgeoning night?<\/p>\n<p>And she said &#8222;What are you doing?&#8221;<br \/>\nAnd he said &#8222;What do you think?&#8221;<br \/>\nOh, no,<br \/>\nwhat on earth are we doing?<\/p>\n<p>The characters procrastinate<br \/>\non the threshold of the door;<br \/>\nthere&#8217;s something here that fascinates,<br \/>\nthough the meaning&#8217;s still unsure<br \/>\nand the plot so thick.<br \/>\nIs it some kind of history?<br \/>\nSketch the thumbnail to the quick.<br \/>\nOh, even though it&#8217;s full of contradiction,<br \/>\nthough it&#8217;s flawed in the design<br \/>\nthis is no fiction,<br \/>\nit&#8217;s a lifeline.<\/p>\n<p>Here we are, there we went,<br \/>\nfull circle, shooting stars,<br \/>\nheaven-sent, turned turtle on the beach<br \/>\nour shells are left behind<br \/>\nlife a library, like a memory<br \/>\nof our ghost-written lives.<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"5\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>All Said and Done<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>All the words in the world<br \/>\nwouldn&#8217;t make you stay this evening;<br \/>\nthough I scrabble around for any I can say,<br \/>\nso hard to take our leave,<br \/>\nso hard to stop believing.<\/p>\n<p>I guess we know this silence well enough,<br \/>\nand you&#8217;ll be going by and by;<br \/>\nI&#8217;m scared that anything I offer<br \/>\nmight be taken for a lie.<\/p>\n<p>CHORUS:<br \/>\nAll said and done,<br \/>\nand there&#8217;s no way to make it any different.<br \/>\nI hold my tongue as you&#8217;re walking away.<br \/>\nSo goodbye comes &#8211;<br \/>\noh, I don&#8217;t want to make it difficult<br \/>\nbut nothing&#8217;s easy<br \/>\nwhen there&#8217;s nothing left to say.<\/p>\n<p>Now we only talk as though time were heavy weather<br \/>\nwith a storm-cloud brewing on each hasty phrase&#8230;<br \/>\nall the words in the world wouldn&#8217;t put us back together.<\/p>\n<p>Maybe we had our opportunities&#8230;<br \/>\nmost of those chances passed us by;<br \/>\nI&#8217;m scared that anything I offer<br \/>\nmight be taken as a bribe.<\/p>\n<p>CHORUS<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"6\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>A Perfect Date<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>A perfect date to hesitate,<br \/>\nI hope it won&#8217;t be too long.<\/p>\n<p>You&#8217;re a sucker for the punch<br \/>\nand the telegraph bells are ringing;<br \/>\nnow it&#8217;s coming to the crunch<br \/>\nas you stumble on the Jaffa Gate.<br \/>\nI think you know how it happens on the stage<br \/>\nwhen the heavenly choir are singing &#8211;<br \/>\nyou&#8217;ve been taken by a perfect date.<\/p>\n<p>You made the Mount of Venus your Jerusalem,<br \/>\nyou&#8217;re marking time as symbol for debate;<br \/>\nyou hope to find some moment close to infinite,<br \/>\nyou hope to find a perfect date.<\/p>\n<p>A perfect date to hesitate.<br \/>\nThe future beckons us on.<br \/>\nThere comes a time to hesitate &#8211;<br \/>\nI hope it won&#8217;t be too long.<\/p>\n<p>You&#8217;re a sucker for the punch&#8230;<br \/>\n&#8230;you&#8217;ve been taken by a perfect date.<\/p>\n<p>You&#8217;ve been playing on a hunch<br \/>\nand the strings of your heart are zinging.<br \/>\nYeh, you cut loose from the bunch<br \/>\nbut that doesn&#8217;t mean you&#8217;ve sealed your fate.<br \/>\nI think you know how it happens,<br \/>\nthough it&#8217;s strange,<br \/>\nwhen the heavenly choir start singing:<br \/>\nyou&#8217;ve been taken by a perfect date<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"7\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>Four Pails<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Four pails of water and a bagfull of salts.<\/p>\n<p>That is all we are, that is all a man comprises,<br \/>\nchemicals alone, with no spirit, soul or ghost &#8211;<br \/>\nnothing so bizarre.<br \/>\nNo amount of faith disguises<br \/>\nwhat is true is what we fear the most<\/p>\n<p>Nothing can survive<br \/>\nsave the things men leave behind them.<br \/>\nAny other case would be really too absurd &#8211;<br \/>\nif thoughts remained alive<br \/>\nsurely modern science would find them?<br \/>\nNo, the soul is nothing but a word.<\/p>\n<p>All the wonders Man achieves<br \/>\nemerge from cerebral tissue.<br \/>\nChemical reactions&#8217; ebb and surge<br \/>\nform that Thing that is you&#8230;.<br \/>\nIt&#8217;s a sad philosophy,<br \/>\nbut better sad than wrong.<br \/>\nFace the truth instead:<br \/>\nwhen you&#8217;re dead you&#8217;re dead,<br \/>\nwhen you&#8217;re gone you&#8217;re gone&#8230;<br \/>\nnow she&#8217;s gone.<\/p>\n<p>Four pails of water and a bagfull of salts.<\/p>\n<p>That is all she was, all my lover represented &#8211;<br \/>\nthat sounds just as mad as saying she will never die.<br \/>\nFools may clutch at straws<br \/>\nbut truth must not be circumvented:<br \/>\nas the tree falls, so must that tree lie!<\/p>\n<p>Now that sounds so odd&#8230;<br \/>\nonce I would have preached it brightly.<br \/>\nNow questions appear I rationally can&#8217;t ignore&#8230;<br \/>\nNothingness or God,<br \/>\nWhich of them seems more unlikely?<\/p>\n<p>Once I would have answered clearly,<br \/>\nnow I only think I&#8217;m nearly sure.<\/p>\n<p>(Chris Judge Smith)<\/p>\n<p><a name=\"8\"><\/a><br \/>\n<strong>Now Lover<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>In the here and now&#8230;.<br \/>\nBetween sensation at the nerve-ends<br \/>\nand arrival of information at the cortex<br \/>\ntime elapses.<br \/>\nSo, you see, each time we touch<br \/>\nwe did so in the past.<\/p>\n<p>Now, lover,<br \/>\nslicing through time in a perfect curve,<br \/>\nDue for a moment of energy;<br \/>\nsomehow we&#8217;ll get what we most deserve<br \/>\nin the here and now.<\/p>\n<p>In the here and now,<br \/>\nalthough completely different people<br \/>\nin the moments before and after having sex,<br \/>\nwe are time-locked.<br \/>\nCracked, forgotten statues,<br \/>\nwe are strangled in the undergrowth,<br \/>\nlost in ancient magic, we are motion,<br \/>\nwe are wonderful flow.<br \/>\nWe are time-locked,<br \/>\nUnknowing of the code, but addicted to the pulse<\/p>\n<p>Now, lover,<br \/>\nmelt in the crucible,<br \/>\nflesh and blood bodies consumed by the catalyst.<br \/>\nSomehow we&#8217;ll raise our sights from the mud,<br \/>\nwe are always now,<br \/>\nwe are Always Now!<\/p>\n<p>If we were always here and now,<br \/>\ninstead of slightly, now and then&#8230;<br \/>\nso immaterial, so lost, embracing<br \/>\nall the grace that comes before the fall.<\/p>\n<p>If we were always here and now,<br \/>\nelectric shiver in the spine,<br \/>\nhow could we turn away, see life as grey and drab?<br \/>\nHow come we don&#8217;t see what we have?<\/p>\n<p>If we were always here and now,<br \/>\nsoul to soul and skin to skin&#8230;.<br \/>\nIs it some kind of make-believe,<br \/>\nis it some kind of dream we&#8217;re in,<br \/>\nwith a mint copy of original sin?<\/p>\n<p>In the here and now,<br \/>\nbetween sensation at the nerve-ends<br \/>\nand the arrival of information at the cortex<br \/>\ntime elapses<\/p>\n<p>Cracked, forgotten statues, we are<br \/>\nstrangled in the undergrowth;<br \/>\nlying on the mattress<br \/>\nof the magic and the wonderful,<br \/>\nnothing really matters as we&#8217;re<br \/>\nsucked in by the undertow&#8230;.<br \/>\nWe are Motion, we are Feeling, we are Now!<\/p>\n<p>Although completely different people<br \/>\nin the moments before and after having sex<br \/>\nwe are time-locked, we are time-locked&#8230;.<br \/>\nThough we know<br \/>\neach time we touch<br \/>\nwe did so in the past.<\/p>\n<p>Now come on, come on, lover,<br \/>\nslicing through time in a perfect curve,<br \/>\ndue for a moment of energy&#8230;<br \/>\nsomehow we&#8217;ll get what we most deserve<br \/>\nin the here and now.<br \/>\nMelt in the crucible, flesh and blood<br \/>\nbodies consumed by the catalyst,<br \/>\nsurrender to nothing,<br \/>\nwelcome the flood of the here and now.<br \/>\nSlicing through time in a perfect curve,<br \/>\ndue for a moment of energy,<br \/>\nsomehow we&#8217;ll get what we most deserve;<br \/>\nmelt in the crucible, flesh and blood<br \/>\nbodies, consumed by the catalyst,<br \/>\nsurrender to nothing,<br \/>\nnip the thought in the bud.<br \/>\nWe are always now,<br \/>\nWe are Always Now!<\/p>\n<p>If we were always here and now&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"#1\"><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"http:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/04\/do-g\u00f3ry.png\" alt=\"Przewi\u0144 stron\u0119 do g\u00f3ry\" width=\"127\" height=\"51\" class=\"alignleft size-full wp-image-1372\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Skin There&#8217;s a shiver down the spine of the body map&#8230; how come everything gets so physical? With your finger on the pulse and your head in the clouds everything&#8217;s so tactile In your private world, In your little world. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/teksty\/teksty-oryginalne\/teksty-ph-solo\/13-skin\/\">Czytaj dalej <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":659,"parent":519,"menu_order":13,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"sidebar-page.php","meta":{"_sitemap_exclude":false,"_sitemap_priority":"","_sitemap_frequency":"","footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-814","page","type-page","status-publish","has-post-thumbnail","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/814","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=814"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/814\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":816,"href":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/814\/revisions\/816"}],"up":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/pages\/519"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/659"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/vdgg.art.pl\/portal\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=814"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}